collective soul

was awesome.

new band: green river ordinance

is amazing.

you must see.

GRO

fabulous.

and sexy.

photos

medication side effects

So - I've been reading about prescription drugs and their side effects... some of these must make me go WTF?!... here are a few which I would rather have the disease than the cure!

Let's start with

Alli -

Based on information submitted to the U.S. Food and Drug Administration (FDA) in order for Alli to be approved, the following side effects were commonly reported in clinical studies:

• Abdominal pain (stomach pain) -- in up to 20.1 percent of people
• Fecal urgency (an urgent but controlled need to have a bowel movement) -- up to 18.8 percent
• Gas -- up to 18.6 percent
• Oily spotting (uncontrolled anal oil seepage) -- up to 17.7 percent
• Gas with a small amount of oil or stool -- up to 17.2 percent
• Fatty or oily stool -- up to 17.2 percent
• Diarrhea -- up to 11.9 percent
• Oily evacuation (bowel movements of just oil, without stool) -- up to 11.6 percent
• Sinus infection -- up to 10.6 percent
• Soft stool -- up to 10.1 percent. http://weight-loss.emedtv.com/alli/alli-side-effects.html
  

let me think... be fat? anal seepage? exercise? poo of oil? eating healthy?... oh the decisions I face in life!

miraprex -
There have been reports of patients taking certain medications to treat Parkinson’s disease or RLS (Restless Leg Syndrome), including MIRAPEX, that have reported problems with gambling, compulsive eating, and increased sex drive. It is not possible to reliably estimate how often these behaviors occur to determine which factors may contribute to them. If you or your family members notice that you are developing unusual behaviors, talk to your doctor.


Some of the 1,800 men studied by the researchers have reported gambling losses greater than $60,000. For most patients, the gambling behavior got better after their drugs were changed.
http://www.schmidtandclark.com/Mirapex/

let us think again... twitchy legs? $50,000+ in debt? ants in my pants? getting AIDS from a hooker?... pharmaceuticals just don't make things easy these days!

bored...

Whats your middle name?:	margaret
How big is your bed?:	queen
What are you listening to right now?:	leader of men - nickleback
What are the last 4 digits in your cellphone number?:	4063
What was the last thing you ate?:	s.getti
Last person you hugged?:	adam
How is the weather right now?:	snowy
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?:	shuki
What is the first thing u notice in the opposite sex?:	teeth
Favorite type of Food. :	delicious
Do you want children?:	I have them
Do you drink?:	yes
Ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night?:	maybe :paranoid:
Hair color?:	strawberry blond
Eye colour?:	blue
Do you wear contacts/glasses?:	sometimes
Favorite holiday?:	4th of july
Favorite Season?:	autumn
Have you ever cried over a girl/boy?:	yes
Last Movie you Watched?:	mickey D:
What books are you reading?:	blood money
Piercings?:	yes
Favorite Movie?:	v for vendetta
Favorite college football Team?:	ohio state
What were you doing before filling this out?:	wondering what I could do to waste time
Any pets?:	yes
Dogs or cats?:	both
Favorite Flower?:	roses and lillies
Have you ever loved someone?:	yup
Who would you like to see right now?:	hollykins
Have you ever fired a gun?:	that I have
Do you like to travel by plane?:	:shrug:
Right-handed or Left-handed?:	both
If you could go to any place right now where would you go?:	cali. warm with snow
Are you missing someone?:	yup
Do you have a tattoo?:	yes
Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings?:	yeah
Are you hiding something from someone?:	probably
ARE YOU 18?:	yup
WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR CELLPHONE?:	Chase and Trystan
DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT?:	nope
FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS MORNING?:	fuck.
WHAT DO YOU HAVE HANDY AT YOUR BEDSIDE?:	bottle of water
GRILLED OR FRIED?:	what\'s cooking?
WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE?:	everything
ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?:	yes
FAVORITE HANGOUT?:	:shrug:
3 THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT?:	family, friends, money
FAVORITE SONG?:	99 red balloons - the german version is pretty nifty
WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?:	eggplants
ARE YOU A GIVER OR TAKER?:	depends
WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?:	tori
WHAT IS YOUR DADS MIDDLE NAME?:	roland
WHATS YOUR MOTHERS MIDDLE NAME?:	marie
STUCK ON A DESERTED ISLAND & COULD TAKE ONE THING?:	an undamaged cruise ship
FAVORITE T.V. COMMERCIAL?:	LOL. the one where the guy is singing in his car, and the animals fall in, then the wolf eats the bird and he\'s like \'dude, wtf?\' and he spits the bird out and starts singing... OR when the guy sends change through the bank drive through
WHO'S YOUR CELL PHONE PROVIDER?:	alltel
FIRST THING YOU'LL SAVE IN A FIRE?:	people
Whats your favorite color?:	I\'m a very colorful person
WHAT ARE THE THINGS YOU ALWAYS TAKE WITH YOU?:	my spleen
WHAT DID YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID?:	a firefighter
WHAT DO YOU USUALLY DO WHEN THE CLOCK TURNS 11:11?:	sleep?
THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEEt?:	red
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT BEFORE YOU GO TO BED?:	lots of things
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love is patient...

I don't care what religion you are, or if you even have one. This applies to every person who's ever loved past, present or future... This is what love is all about. ACCEPTANCE if you are unable to accept something about someone, and are expecting them to just "grow out of it" or "quit for you", you are sadly mistaken and need to get a grasp on reality that no matter how sexy, awesome or whatever you are... NOBODY will ever be EXACTLY what you want. EVER. There will always be something that bothers you, let it be everyday or once a year.... there will ALWAYS be something. And if you can't accept that person's flaws, seriously, you are NOT meant to be together. You can't expect someone to change for you. You can change for them, if you so choose, but you cannot expect them to just change who/what they are to be with you. Love isn't about changing each other, it's about accepting and loving each other. Acknowledging flaws and taking the good with the bad. Haven't you ever heard wedding vows?! "for better or worse" <- it's not just a fancy thing for saying, hey, it's all good, but in case I decide to be a douche, I want to know you still love me. C'mon people, reality is a nice reference point for love. There will we be better and there will be worse. If you can't take the worst, you can't have that ring! or the honey moon.

my baby.

I am hoping to start working on my car soon-ish... the only thing stopping me is $money$. So here is a brief list of things I need/want to do... seal the doors, rip out the carpet, re-do the seats, swap the transmission, put a porche 911 engine in. change the gas tank, modernize the dashboard with the old school circle gages, fix the headlights, fix the glass for the windows, put a scoop on back *kind of like the one shown here*, fix side windows, sandblast frame, fix left headlight, redo the electrical, paint the car *probably about that color and probably no stripes, and finally... put in a cup holder

then! when all is said and done, and she's ready to go... I gotta name my new baby!

tear drops on my guitar

gotta love the feeling c:<

emo bitch.1

I'm depressed as fuck, and ready to kill

I hereby declare I, Tori (secret), opt to no longer love another person, but rather be a selfish, lothing, bitter old whore who had 50 cats instead of a husband and grandkids that call me dragon lady

_{I have also labled this post, emo.1, because I'm sure more emo will come D:}

!RockstarVanity

my one true love who never failed to impress me is gone :(. and I am sad. :
Okay - so maybe I'm a slut, and have the tendancy to love everybody - however, I really did like her a lot and she had some pretty fabulous art. I liked that it was simple and her rambling in the artists comments made me feel happy to know I wasn't the only one that did that =)
Anyhow - if anybody knows why she's gone, this is cricual information that I must know. maybe just because I have the problem of being super nosey and needing to know aboslutly everything... even when I know I really don't or I simply don't care... anyhow... I wrote a poem for her.

R is for really awesome
O is for overly helpful
C is for cookie loving mofo
K is for a kick ass artist
S is for slut penguin loved
T is for tori margaret approved
A is for already missed
R is for really, really special

V is for very sexy
A is for amazing in bed
N is for not on dA with me
I is for in my head
T is for totally hard to write for
Y is for yes, I randomly made things up